Thursday, December 30, 2010
I love my bestie
Scape KidzNet ruin my day but Daddy God, in His divine timing made my bestie available :) and she made it right. Just by sending me home & have dinner at coffeeshop.
Monday, November 15, 2010
wrong direction
I realized today I am looking, planning and moving in the wrong direction.
Anyway, I finally broke the news to company that I've temporary stopped schooling until I sort out what I really want for myself. Or I should put it this way... What God wants for me. I want it to come effortlessly because only then, it is from God and I know Daddy loves me too much to keep me waiting. It will come to me soon.
Coaching is going up to my neck. Thank you Daddy for the never ending favor upon me. I had a quick conversation with Leslie about work last Sunday & he reminded me that I can pray that my company will raise another me. I was like: "AMEN!".
For so long my company have open up a vaccany for a same post as my job. I've also been looking out for possible candidate to take up this post. Last Sunday, I realized I haven't really prayed about raising another me. It's impossible to get someone in & immediately take up a post like mine. It takes alot of training. I myself took about a year to be able to go around coaching on my own with good quality.
I've been too concern about asking people and looking out for potential coaches. Somehow I guess God dont work this way. Thank you Daddy for speakin to me through Leslie. I believe that You are a God of abundunce. You are more that what I can ever imagine. And I know there is nothing You can't do or provide. I come to You boldly in Christ knowing that in time to come You will provide for my company the suitable candidate for this post. You will raise another me in my company and You will show me who it is. It will be effortless for me to see and know because it is from You, my loving & caring Daddy God. Amen.
Anyway, I finally broke the news to company that I've temporary stopped schooling until I sort out what I really want for myself. Or I should put it this way... What God wants for me. I want it to come effortlessly because only then, it is from God and I know Daddy loves me too much to keep me waiting. It will come to me soon.
Coaching is going up to my neck. Thank you Daddy for the never ending favor upon me. I had a quick conversation with Leslie about work last Sunday & he reminded me that I can pray that my company will raise another me. I was like: "AMEN!".
For so long my company have open up a vaccany for a same post as my job. I've also been looking out for possible candidate to take up this post. Last Sunday, I realized I haven't really prayed about raising another me. It's impossible to get someone in & immediately take up a post like mine. It takes alot of training. I myself took about a year to be able to go around coaching on my own with good quality.
I've been too concern about asking people and looking out for potential coaches. Somehow I guess God dont work this way. Thank you Daddy for speakin to me through Leslie. I believe that You are a God of abundunce. You are more that what I can ever imagine. And I know there is nothing You can't do or provide. I come to You boldly in Christ knowing that in time to come You will provide for my company the suitable candidate for this post. You will raise another me in my company and You will show me who it is. It will be effortless for me to see and know because it is from You, my loving & caring Daddy God. Amen.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
it's not goodbye, it is just the beginning!
Today, is the last day of internship for Keshia. I realized I didn't introduced her the last time I blogged about this. Anyway, Keshia, is the NYP intern attached to my company... or rather, to me.
Thinking through, all that had happened that seems so overwhelming at that point of time, now don't matter anymore. At least for me, I know I have done all that is within my human effort. For Keshia, I am sure it must be quite an experience. How this experience will impact her & probably affect her decision making skills in future, I don't know. But this is always the case. We will never know the impact of education until later on in life. Especially, work & life skills. All we can do is to hold on to our faith & trust in God that what He made possible is always there for a good cause & for a better future.
The last 2 months have been great for me. I've learned new things about myself. I am very thankful to Daddy God for such an opportunity to witness the amount of grace He showers onto me that I may bless others with it. Thank you Daddy God. You're awesome!
*quiet time with Daddy*
Daddy God, thank you for put Keshia with us for the last 2 months. She's been a great help and blessing to me. Daddy, I thank you for putting the right words into my mouth at the right time during this period of time that uplift Keshia and help her see Your love for her. Daddy, as Keshia goes back to school for her last semester of her polytechnic education, I bring her before You & commit her to You. Surround Keshia with Your favor like shield and give her supernaturally strength and energy to complete her education. Daddy God, guide and cause the right people to be with Keshia for all her project work. Give her the wisdom to understand her modules with crystal clear clarity and what ever she study, let it be the exam questions. Daddy God, shower her with Your blessings because she is Your beloved and cause her to bless those around her. Daddy God, I know that You have gone ahead of us and in Your word, You say that the future is very very good. I trust in You Daddy God and all these I ask in Jesus's precious lovely name. Amen.
Thinking through, all that had happened that seems so overwhelming at that point of time, now don't matter anymore. At least for me, I know I have done all that is within my human effort. For Keshia, I am sure it must be quite an experience. How this experience will impact her & probably affect her decision making skills in future, I don't know. But this is always the case. We will never know the impact of education until later on in life. Especially, work & life skills. All we can do is to hold on to our faith & trust in God that what He made possible is always there for a good cause & for a better future.
The last 2 months have been great for me. I've learned new things about myself. I am very thankful to Daddy God for such an opportunity to witness the amount of grace He showers onto me that I may bless others with it. Thank you Daddy God. You're awesome!
*quiet time with Daddy*
Daddy God, thank you for put Keshia with us for the last 2 months. She's been a great help and blessing to me. Daddy, I thank you for putting the right words into my mouth at the right time during this period of time that uplift Keshia and help her see Your love for her. Daddy, as Keshia goes back to school for her last semester of her polytechnic education, I bring her before You & commit her to You. Surround Keshia with Your favor like shield and give her supernaturally strength and energy to complete her education. Daddy God, guide and cause the right people to be with Keshia for all her project work. Give her the wisdom to understand her modules with crystal clear clarity and what ever she study, let it be the exam questions. Daddy God, shower her with Your blessings because she is Your beloved and cause her to bless those around her. Daddy God, I know that You have gone ahead of us and in Your word, You say that the future is very very good. I trust in You Daddy God and all these I ask in Jesus's precious lovely name. Amen.
Monday, October 4, 2010
My strength shall be renewed!
Amen! It shall be this way!
I haven't felt this way for such a long time. The reason why I am feeling this way is when I am totally burned out. I guess I just haven't been resting well.
I am having a slight headache now and is resisting the urge for panadol. Best thing to do now is take holy comm, pray and sleep :)
Thank you Jesus, Your broken body made me whole. You have bore the headache on the cross and in Your name, it will have to flee! Amen!
I haven't felt this way for such a long time. The reason why I am feeling this way is when I am totally burned out. I guess I just haven't been resting well.
I am having a slight headache now and is resisting the urge for panadol. Best thing to do now is take holy comm, pray and sleep :)
Thank you Jesus, Your broken body made me whole. You have bore the headache on the cross and in Your name, it will have to flee! Amen!
Monday, September 27, 2010
Let Go & let God
Today, I finally understand what it meant to let go and let God.
This morning, the NYP intern fell and injured herself and is now on a 4-day MC. daddy God, keep her close to You and may she have supernatural healing. Amen :) Anyway, as we have arranged her for some coaching assignments, I have to get replacement for her. To add on to this, there was another coach who fell sick and it just happen so, the same school now needs 2 replacement coaches. So much of coincidence! When I learned about all these, I really thank God that He kept me safe and healthy. At the same time, I am worried about how I am going to get 2 replacement coach in a day. Knowing the schedule of most of my coaches, I know it is a close to impossible task. Then I remembered how Jeremy always say: "Nothing is impossible with God. Amen!". Somehow, picturing him saying this, made me smile :)
So I continued my day coaching and worrying about getting replacement. During my breaks, I called up coaches, sms them but all replies were negative. Finally, at my wits end, close to tears, I started to pray. I called out to Daddy God and my fave verse just kept popping in my mind: "If God is for us, who can be against us?". This alone, I know there's hope.
After lunch, I went back to office for meeting and was still contacting the coaches, asking them to take time out to help me. Each time I get rejected, I just kept praying and proclaim victory through Jesus. By 6pm, I only managed to get 1 replacement. That moment, I sat at my desk, staring into space not know what to do. As I began started packing my stuffs, getting ready to go home, all that was in my head is: "Die. Tomorrow not enough coach.". I was so negative, for a moment I hated myself.
As I walked out of the office building, I stopped in front of this playground, looked at the children playing. Naturally, I smiled. Then I remember how I got this job, how in God's divine timing I became a coach and began making a difference in the lives of the children I coach. So I said a simple prayer: "Abba father, my life is Your project. You brought me here. If there's a problem, You fix it.". As I walked away from the playground, suddenly a name of a coach popped into my mind. The human me started to reject the idea of calling this coach i thought of. Yet another part of me says: "CALL HER NOW!". I stopped, took my phone out & called her. Yes.. HALLELUJAH! She became the other replacement coach.
Truly, let go and let God. If God is for us, who can be against us?
This morning, the NYP intern fell and injured herself and is now on a 4-day MC. daddy God, keep her close to You and may she have supernatural healing. Amen :) Anyway, as we have arranged her for some coaching assignments, I have to get replacement for her. To add on to this, there was another coach who fell sick and it just happen so, the same school now needs 2 replacement coaches. So much of coincidence! When I learned about all these, I really thank God that He kept me safe and healthy. At the same time, I am worried about how I am going to get 2 replacement coach in a day. Knowing the schedule of most of my coaches, I know it is a close to impossible task. Then I remembered how Jeremy always say: "Nothing is impossible with God. Amen!". Somehow, picturing him saying this, made me smile :)
So I continued my day coaching and worrying about getting replacement. During my breaks, I called up coaches, sms them but all replies were negative. Finally, at my wits end, close to tears, I started to pray. I called out to Daddy God and my fave verse just kept popping in my mind: "If God is for us, who can be against us?". This alone, I know there's hope.
After lunch, I went back to office for meeting and was still contacting the coaches, asking them to take time out to help me. Each time I get rejected, I just kept praying and proclaim victory through Jesus. By 6pm, I only managed to get 1 replacement. That moment, I sat at my desk, staring into space not know what to do. As I began started packing my stuffs, getting ready to go home, all that was in my head is: "Die. Tomorrow not enough coach.". I was so negative, for a moment I hated myself.
As I walked out of the office building, I stopped in front of this playground, looked at the children playing. Naturally, I smiled. Then I remember how I got this job, how in God's divine timing I became a coach and began making a difference in the lives of the children I coach. So I said a simple prayer: "Abba father, my life is Your project. You brought me here. If there's a problem, You fix it.". As I walked away from the playground, suddenly a name of a coach popped into my mind. The human me started to reject the idea of calling this coach i thought of. Yet another part of me says: "CALL HER NOW!". I stopped, took my phone out & called her. Yes.. HALLELUJAH! She became the other replacement coach.
Truly, let go and let God. If God is for us, who can be against us?
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Im back, fresh and re-charged!
I just read my last blog entry. Boy, I am was emo.
I was away for GenRev Marked camp from 7 - 11 Sept 2010. It was my first ever church camp. I remember how I used to hate attending church services and CG, not to even mention a church camp. New creation Church have indeed made me a new creation through Christ. Knowing Jesus all over again and see Him in His loveliness through His finished work totally changed my life.
Anyway, camp was mind blowing. Up till today as I read my notes from the sermons, I get new revelations. Suddenly, I felt as if I am a new believer getting to know how God sees me through Jesus and what He wants me to have for this season of my life.
Its the 4th day of work since I came back from camp. Today, I said and did some things that i have never imagine I would do or say. Even talking to my boss and hearing her reaction from the phone, I know she knows there is a change in me. a positive change which came effortlessly and radically without me realizing. It's amazing.
Anyway, I have a NYP intern with me for the next 2 months. Up till now, I still can't believe I am her supervisor! LOL. She 's been following me around for coaching, learning the ropes of my job. coordinating the coaches schedule and the programmes. Thank God she came along. It took some load off me. Of course, on my side, I hope she can learn something from me and from my company by the end of the 2 months.
God bless her!
I was away for GenRev Marked camp from 7 - 11 Sept 2010. It was my first ever church camp. I remember how I used to hate attending church services and CG, not to even mention a church camp. New creation Church have indeed made me a new creation through Christ. Knowing Jesus all over again and see Him in His loveliness through His finished work totally changed my life.
Anyway, camp was mind blowing. Up till today as I read my notes from the sermons, I get new revelations. Suddenly, I felt as if I am a new believer getting to know how God sees me through Jesus and what He wants me to have for this season of my life.
Its the 4th day of work since I came back from camp. Today, I said and did some things that i have never imagine I would do or say. Even talking to my boss and hearing her reaction from the phone, I know she knows there is a change in me. a positive change which came effortlessly and radically without me realizing. It's amazing.
Anyway, I have a NYP intern with me for the next 2 months. Up till now, I still can't believe I am her supervisor! LOL. She 's been following me around for coaching, learning the ropes of my job. coordinating the coaches schedule and the programmes. Thank God she came along. It took some load off me. Of course, on my side, I hope she can learn something from me and from my company by the end of the 2 months.
God bless her!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Day 1
I dont know since when, as I pray my morning prayers, you are in it too. Can't help but really want to bless you, want you to be blessed and be a blessing to others.
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