wrong direction

I realized today I am looking, planning and moving in the wrong direction.

Anyway, I finally broke the news to company that I've temporary stopped schooling until I sort out what I really want for myself. Or I should put it this way... What God wants for me. I want it to come effortlessly because only then, it is from God and I know Daddy loves me too much to keep me waiting. It will come to me soon.

Coaching is going up to my neck. Thank you Daddy for the never ending favor upon me. I had a quick conversation with Leslie about work last Sunday & he reminded me that I can pray that my company will raise another me. I was like: "AMEN!".

For so long my company have open up a vaccany for a same post as my job. I've also been looking out for possible candidate to take up this post. Last Sunday, I realized I haven't really prayed about raising another me. It's impossible to get someone in & immediately take up a post like mine. It takes alot of training. I myself took about a year to be able to go around coaching on my own with good quality.

I've been too concern about asking people and looking out for potential coaches. Somehow I guess God dont work this way. Thank you Daddy for speakin to me through Leslie. I believe that You are a God of abundunce. You are more that what I can ever imagine. And I know there is nothing You can't do or provide. I come to You boldly in Christ knowing that in time to come You will provide for my company the suitable candidate for this post. You will raise another me in my company and You will show me who it is. It will be effortless for me to see and know because it is from You, my loving & caring Daddy God. Amen.