Day 1

I dont know since when, as I pray my morning prayers, you are in it too. Can't help but really want to bless you, want you to be blessed and be a blessing to others.

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I want to walk out of my past

Yes, I want to. BADLY. But I don't have the ability to.

I did something ungodly today. Something I would classified as falling back into my past life. A life that is not right in the eyes of God because thats not what I am created for. But I couldn't help it. Best part, I dont feel guilty at all. Instead I thank God I had the courage to face it and admit it. Becos I think the worst thing one can ever do is to lie to yourself.

Theres no point hiding from it and say to myself: "Lizhen, you are a Christian, you cannot be like that. It is ungodly." I tell u, this thinking is totally crap. No one in this world can ever be godly. The only person I know of that ever lived is Jesus. Thats why, we need God.

I know my sins are forever forgiven and what I have done today, God will remember no more. I also know at this point of time, it is easy for me to fall back into my past life so I curse all the emotions, feelings and desires in Jesus's name. They shall not come any where near me. Amen!

I will curse them every day until I feel them no more.

Yes, I am determine.

Judging from how heartbroken I am now, I know the cursing days are going to be long.

Savor the moment

Im savoring the moments now. Well, it is better to be content with hows things are now then to expect for more and when it doesnt turn out as expected, I feel all upset right.

u made me smile

I am easily content and happy knowing I am the beloved child of God. nothing beats this happiness. Nothing.

What came close today was when u said: "My beloved friend."

In my mind, I thank God and whispered. Good enough. I am content.

God has His way to cheer me up!

Im experience toothache now. Not thekind that my teeth is going to drop off but it is my wisdom tooth forcing its way up, sqeezing between my gums and other teeth. Ouch!

Just when I almost got consumed by the pain, my lightening fast mind decided to check my email to read today's daily devotional from chuch. When I got into my inbox, I saw an email from Rock Kidz (my church's children ministry, also where I serve for church). It is abt an upcoming church camp for another department. Guess what, I got into the organising commitee! LOL. I didn't even sign up for it. It just came! LOL. Perhaps this is what they call "God's plan"

Can u tell? Im super excited now! Hahahaha. I just love serving my God who spare not His son so I can have everything that I have now and His blessings, favor, love and grace will continue to pour into my life in abundance. Amen!

I am not perfect

Daddy God, I am not perfect. Thank you for giving Jesus to the world. That my life can be perfect through His perfect work on the cross. For as He is so am I in this world. No situation I face, no problems I have, nothing in this world (good or bad) can be greater than what Jesus have done for me on the cross. Daddy God, I am going to put Jesus in all my situations and decision-making. Only this way, I will prosper, have favor before You and man. I will lead a life and life more abundantly. All these all because You love me. In Jesus's name, Amen.

Let it come effortlessly

Daddy,
thank you for Pastor Prince's ministry,
thank you for New Creation Church,
thank you for the gospel of grace,
thank you for sending Jesus to come to be our savior,
thank you for your unmerited grace and favor upon me and in my life.
I know that I have done nothing to deserve all these and I know it is because of Your love for me, today I can come before you to worship You. I know that as long as I keep Jesus as the center of my life and see Him in all my situations, my life will be abundant because He have come to give me life and life more abundantly.
Daddy,
I know that because You love me,
because I am Your beloved child,
and just because You love me,
take all my worries and do it Your way.
Take my life and do it Your way.
I am the lost sheep and You are my Shepard.
Find me and bring me back to what You have designed me to do.
Today and everyday,
I will cast my cares on You.
Knowing that because You love me,
all that I have cast on You will be good.
All these I pray in Jesus's name.
Amen!